Have you ever felt it within yourself? Because I have, and I take no pride on admitting it. It's not a matter of discovering it, but to uncover your eyes to realize it's there, even though you already knew it.

A few months ago, I thought I belonged to Slytherin. And why is that? Because I was aware of this dark side dwelling inside my soul. I knew it must be that way, that the hat must have considered putting me along the cunning others.

I've had quite a few bad thoughts...Like the time  I wanted to revenge myself for having been humiliated by one of my best friends. I arranged things a certain way, so that I could do so without being noticed. I succeeded, but I didn't think it was enough, it didn't feel that way.

I'm at least not as bad as the other Exiled Wizards...for example, Claudieko shown some Dementorish behavior I've never been aware of in our last meeting, trying to kill some plants she found on her way and admitting she's been acting like a possessed soul in her dreams.

Dael threatened to attack Clau with a fork, alleging her red t-shirt would conceal the wounds, and Goku offered himself to give us the blood we had came to witness, since we thought our meeting would be as bad as that.

The other day I heard a phrase that got me thinking. The more you love a person, more is the capacity you have of hating him/her. And I believe it's true. That's how I understand I'm capable of hating, if I've ever loved.

Sometimes, when my heart's broken, I feel wicked, and ready to follow the foulest plan so I could convert that person's life into a living hell and as miserable as possible...Something stops me all of sudden, and that is my capacity of love, if it feels good, I'll understand it, and will eventually forget that I was ever betrayed...but if it doesn't...

When I was at school, most of my friends used to think I was adorable. And I don't deny that I was. I just kept warning them to beware, because appearances can be deceiving, and I felt I could be deceiving as well.

That's why I tell people Namida can be very, very tricky, because she's sweet and lovable most of the time, but you wouldn't want her as your enemy, I assure you. She's chosen already one, and I'm not so very happy about it.

The good news is that she may bark an awful lot, but it'd take quite a while to make her bite a chunk out of you.  Also I don't think she would hesitate to do so, because the wolf-blood burns too strongly in her veins.

Moonie, The She-Wolf.

P.D: I found a picture of dear Lupin right here:

http://dexter.parsons.edu/~ejuan/harrypotter/art/thumb-hp3-remuslupin.gif

Dearest,

When I started to read this entry of yours, it was like to be confronted to my own emotional angry past that I've just dropped recently around the corner. I must say I was thunderstruck to witness a such angry disclosure openly.

Considering the meeting of you three, all I can say is, there's a pool of Anger. For when one started to behave nasty, the others felt threatened and reacted likwise.

How come did you came up with such a phrase? That the more you're loving somebody, the more is the capacity to hate him/her. This quite a very foul thought, mark me. And even fouler to believe it's the truth. For when there's love, there's only love. Hate springs solely from anger unleashed, if not contained properly. That's what's leading to the Dark Side (look at Anakin).

The fact you're seeking revenge to make someone else's life a living hell demonstrates you've come to close of the Dark Side. But the fact you're sre stopping short shows also what you've always seen in my own heart, no matter how emotionally angry I was. You got the point?

Apearances can be deceiving for others, yes, if your own emotional anger trial doesn't get solve fast enough, Dear. For anger doesn't give any good impression whatsoever.

So, chase away from your mind any biting prospect, Moonie: you'd get into more troubles that you think...

Think well over and Take Care,

Your Sam.

"Considering the meeting of you three, all I can say is, there's a pool of Anger. For when one started to behave nasty, the others felt threatened and reacted likwise."

If Mrs. Dajeerlin is referring to the Wizarding meeting, there were no hard feelings concerned. All we were in a very good mood, and all threats were full... of fun. Hope Namida thinks likewise. ;)

Oh, shoot! It was me.

*lol* I thought so! It was too Ravenclaw sounding, anyway! -__^ Reminded of my friend Alex. She speaks as you do, Dael.

I certainly do hope so that Namida thinks likewise, Dearest. But beware that funny threats are those like water fights, for example. I like those; but not those with crushed flowers or using a fork...It might go bad. That's why I never liked those.

Mrs. Darjeeling appreciate that Mrs. Dael took the time to post this. It's encouraging her to perform acts of goodness for her Beloved Ones.

Kisses,

Sam.

Dear Sam,

I'm very sorry if I ever made you feel bad by posting such entry. The truth is that I've only displayed sheer exaggeration, and do not intend by all means to threaten you with any possible dangerous content of it.

It is true I've been sarcastic with my words, but I did it just wanting to amuse some others, and not to scare them away, and I'm sure Mrs. Dael agrees with me saying so, because I pretend to be spooky and to flirt with the dark side just as a mean to entertain my fellow Witches and Wizards. I promise you I will never do so again...

Concerning the phrase, I do believe part of it is truth. Especially since I believe love can turn into hatred, as well as the other way around. When there's love, there can be many other feelings involved. When you've been deceived by a person you love, or had lost that person in a tragic way, the love's never going to disappear, but you can feel as hurt as to turn into the dark side and begin to hate, such as what happened with Anakin.

And don't worry, if I ever bite you, it'll be in a playful way, because I don't hurt those I love.

Love,

Moonie.

You're right, Mrs. Dael, we only had fun at our meeting, and I really thought it was funny because no matter how hard we try, we can't fool ourselves, we're very good Witches and Wizards ^_^ And we like being so *wide smile*

Moonie.

Moonie,

Thank you for promising you'll never do so again, because it's true I didn't find it quite entertaining, for precisely to flirt with the Dark Side isn't even entertaining for those whom have been through it.

Well, love can actually turn into hatred indeed if you're involved in a relationship based solely on the appearances, I admit it. It's true I've turned to the Dark Side, but save to one slight difference with Anakin, I never began to hate after the temporally loss of my Ami De Coeur. My love for he was simply too strong, and remained so. That's why my corruption by the Dark Side was uncomplete, Dearest. Yet, even though Anakin felt hate after Padmé's loss, I understood at once why, and never hated him in return for it. For the goodness I was seeing in he, it was the goodness I was seeing in myself, after I've been confirmed how much alike our stories are...

I know you won't hurt me ever: you're too watchful as a Gryffindor to bite me really! *smile*

Thanks,

Sam.

You are quite right Moonie, we can't fool no one, we are a bunch of goodies playing to be the baddies.

And Sam, what was that "too Ravenclaw sounding" part? *lol*

Don't have any idea? *lol*

holy crap. i hadn't been here in aaaaages.

the meeting was full with joy and food. My mom got mad because i didn't save her anything (¬_¬)

dementor? me? i think that waiter put drugs on your coke. i 'm a good girl. i don't wear my angel wings because they don't match my outfit.

and that line you came up with... i find it to be very acurate (sp)

lol. Dael ALWAYS forgets to put her name when she comments XD

Claudia, it's you, right? ^___^ It's definitively you, Dear. Nice repartee! I mean, the drugs in the Coke! *lol*

Do you really think it's funny? Because I do not think there were drugs in my coke. You tried to crush the little flowers to death because they didn't want to put the music you desired to hear, and as you been an angel...Honestly!

Moonie

Of course, there were no drugs in your Coke, Dearest! I know that perfectly.

So, the crushed flowers accident was a fact, in the end? And if she's no Angel, who's it?

I cannot stand for the contents of anyone's coke. But the flowers perished for a bit, there are witnesses. As for angels, the only one present was Angel Gokú, and that still has to be proved.

(And I do not ALWAYS forget to sign in!)

you liars...

nothing happened to the flowers !!

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