I don't think I've felt this bad since high-school...
I tried watching Spongebob to see if it could make me smile at least, and although I laughed, it didn't make me feel any better than before.
Then I had the luck to watch American Idol first episode (yes, I like American Idol, so what?), and from all the songs I heard, this one prevailed.
I keep on fallin'... in and outta love with you
Sometimes I love ya, sometimes you make me blue
Sometimes I feel good, at times I feel used
Lovin' you darlin', makes me so confused
I keep on fallin', in and out of love witha you
I never loved someone the way that i'm lovin' you
Oh Oh, I.... never felt this way
How do you give me so much pleasure,
And cause me so much pain
Just when I think I've takin' more than would a fool
I start fallin' back in love with you
I keep on fallin', in and out of love witha you
I never loved someone the way that i'm lovin' you
So, how cool is that? Because I know it's not...
I hate to suffer this much once a month, if I were a man it would be quite different.
I called Billy. I needed an advice. He told me he was reading some Spider Man comics. Great, a guy who likes comics is definitely my type, but Billy's got a girlfriend, and I don't, I mean, I don't have a boyfriend, so I wouldn't understand much of it.
So he did the best he could to cheer me up. We were talking about University of The Pacific and about my frustrated dream of going to Japan. They promised me the sky and the starts before I registered in. Damn Houser...
I was this close from going to Mexico too, but again, it was Houser's fault that I didn't go. I can't believe why Yuiko-chan actually liked him as to go out with him. He wasn't even cute.
First year I was like: University of the Pacific ROCKS! I thought it was the coolest university in town. And I wasn't so wrong. The classes were great, and Billy was my partner, so we had an amazing time.
Second year it started to smell like rotten beef, because the whole system had to be changed...We moved to Los Ceibos and some students dropped out, as we both ended up doing...I changed my mayor to Political Sciences because all those math-related classes made me suffer.
By third year, I couldn't take it any longer. The financial system went nuts, pretending the students to pay in advance for the whole semester. My study group abandoned me to my good luck. The staff proposed I should change to Law School because they were closing Political Sciences due to the lack of students.
So I dropped out. As simple as that.
Billy and I remember about those good ol' times with marked nostalgic notes in our voices. Now he's studying in Brookdale, I believe, and is still a punk, as he mentioned in our phone conversation.
I'm seriously sick. I'm in deep pain. Maybe I should get some sleep...
Moonie.
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