
The best of being recovering from an eye surgery is your friends coming to visit you, a huge chocolate bag as a present and lots of spoiling.
If I would know what they were going to do to me before the operation, I would have been scared as hell. Dr. Polit was nice enough to save it for later. I didn't know they were going to make an incision right on the cornea's surface to apply the laser through that hole. There was a time in which I wasn't able to see anymore, and by the end of it, my eyes were so puffy that I could barely open them.
Now I can see pretty well, and Dr. Polit reckons I've recovered very fast. It's nice to be able to see without the aid of contact lenses. It is true that now I'm wearing a pair of contact-lenses-like patch on my eyes, but the doctor's going to remove them this Monday after school.
I love this following song. I guess it was all me before this happened. And it still is, somehow. Now I know there's no reason to worry about anything. It's been so nice to realize I've been such a fool, but I had a good reason to be one. I don't regret it, though. I think there's still a little bit of hope for myself out there.
[Verbal Acoustics]
I'm tuggin' at my hair
I'm pullin' at my clothes
I'm tryin to keep my cool
I know it shows
I'm staring at my feet
My cheeks are turning red
I'm searching for the words inside my head
Cause I'm feeling nervous
Tryin' to be so perfect
Cause I know you're worth it
You're worth it--yeah
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I want to blow you--away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down--on one knee
Marry me today
Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
It won't do me any good it's just a waste of time
What use is it to you what's on my mind
If it ain't comin out we're not going anywhere
So why can't I just tell you that I care
Cause I'm feeling nervous
Tryin' to be so perfect
Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it yeah
If I could say what I wanna to say
I'd say I want to blow you-away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I wanna to see
I want to see you go down--on one knee
Marry me today
Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
What's wrong with my tongue?
These words keep slipping away
I stutter I stumble like I've got nothing to say
Cause I'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
Cause I know you're worth it
You're worth it--yeah...
Moonie
That's very nice to read a bit more the details of your post-operation, Dearest. And that it went just fine.